Sorry dat I've been neglecting this fav space of mine. Apart from being busy (the usual reason) I have to admit that I'm just not in the mood or sometimes just plain lazy, haha. I used to write everyday just for the sake of that 'daily-blogger' status and maybe to attract reader but now i feel like whats the point. I guess lots of us feel the same thing at some point eh? In fact I'm considering privating this blog so I can be free to write about whatever, without any external judgement.
I guess all these sums up the fact that I'm feeling pretty low. Got a few things on my mind, some sakit hati, some worries, lottof this and that, which I sooo shouldnt be feeling right now. I should be on top of the world right now since I already (almost) got what I wanted, my dream to further my study is finally granted, paid leave, scholarship and everything. Instead of focusing on this brighter part, my mind kept wandering on the those silly-silly things that make me worry and sad. Stupid-stupid heart. I am a complex person that is hard to satisfy, full stop
Entries like this is why i feel like privating my blog. With you and you reading this post, everyone knows how i feel, thus i feel so transparent, plus a lil bit shy. Heh!
Do u think i should private my blog?
Please dont expect me to reply ur comments. Most of the time I'm blogging frm phone in the middle of the night, replying comment will take so much effort plus like i said sometimes i'm just plain lazy, hehe. I' saying this because I've read a few blogs already, apparently unreplied comments are offensive to the commenter? Oh, i'm sorry if i've offended any of u before :) Anyway, i'm thankful that i've never receive negative comments so far. Hey if u have any, just keep it to urself okay! Exactly like what i did. Hukum karma ppl, what u give, u'll get back.
Now I'm seriously contemplating on publishing this post.
Ah, what the heck..